jibun de hiraite nozoita sono hako no nakami wa
marude boku no atama no naka
momikucha de hisan de wake ga wakaranai yo
mou owari ni shite yo
kusunda keshiki ga nazeka azayaka ni mieru no mo
kokoro ga iyanderu shouko nan darou
kono mama sono saki mo
sore ga tsudzuku nara mou owari ni shiyou
itsuka jibun no naka no subete wo kakidashite
sukoshi hane wo yasumete yozora wo nagamete'tai yo
sonna koto wo itta tte toki ni okizari ni sareru nara
koe ga kareru made
* subete wo hikisaitemo kono oto wa yamanai yo
kono me de miru made kono oto wa kienai yo sono toki made
kizande nagesuteta kotae wo mata sagashite
tsunagiawaseru no wo kurikaesu toki nan darou
hitotsu zutsu tsumiageru nando mo shikousakugo shite
tsumitatete nobotte miwatashite
ikura senobi wo shita tte toreru no mo genkai ga aru shi
chikamichi shite tsukanda tte kimochi wa nattoku shinai shi
kono mama misugosu dake ja furimuki mo shinai
dakara koe ga kareru made nanika wo tsukamu made
tojita me fusaida mimi no oku de
ima mo kasoku shitsudzukeru nanika ga boku wo oshidashite
subete wo hikisaitemo kono oto wa yamanai yo
kono me de miru made kono oto wa kienai yo
* repeat
自分で開いて覗いたその箱の 中身はまるで僕の頭の中
もみくちゃで悲惨で訳が分からないよ
もう終わりにしてよ
くすんだ景色がなぜか鮮やかに
見えるのも心が病んでる証拠なんだろう
このままその先もそれが続くなら
もう終わりにしよう
いつか自分の中の全てを掻きだして
少し羽を休めて夜空を眺めてたいよ
そんなことを言ったって 時に置き去りにされるなら
声が枯れるまで
全てを引き裂いても この音は止まないよ
この目で見るまで この音は消えないよ その時まで
刻んで投げ捨てた答えをまた探して
つなぎ合わせるのを繰り返す時期なんだろう
ひとつずつ積み上げる何度も試行錯誤して
積み立てて登って見渡して
いくら背伸びをしたって取れるのも限界があるし
近道してつかんだって気持ちは納得しないし
このまま見過ごすだけじゃ 振り向きもしない
だから声が枯れるまで 何かをつかむまで
閉じた目 塞いだ耳の奥で
現在も加速し続ける何かが 僕を押し出して
全てを引き裂いても この音は止まないよ
この目で見るまで この音は消えないよ
全てを引き裂いても この音は止まないよ
この目で見るまで この音は消えないよ その時まで
I opened the box myself and peeked in
Its contents were exactly like what was inside my head
I don't understand why it's so crumpled and miserable
Let it end already
The dull landscape looks vivid to me for some reason
Could this be proof that my heart is ill?
If it's going to continue on like this
Then I'm going to end it already
Someday I want to scrape out all that's inside me
Rest my wings and gaze up at the night sky
I know I've said it before but if time is going to leave me behind
Then I'll say it until my voice is gone
Even if I tear everything apart this sound will not cease
Until I see with my own eyes, this sound will not vanish
Not until then
Again I search for the answer I found and threw away
It's the season for making connections over and over
I pile them up one by one through trial and error
Then climb to the top once I've saved enough and look around
No matter how far you stretch yourself you can only take so much
If you use a shortcut to reach something you won't feel satisfied
I can't just sit idly by and I won't look back
So I'll say it until my voice is gone
Deep beneath my shut eyelids and covered ears
Whatever it is that speeds up the present
Also pushes me forward
Even if I tear everything apart this sound will not cease
Until I see with my own eyes, this sound will not vanish
Even if I tear everything apart this sound will not cease
Until I see with my own eyes, this sound will not vanish
Not until then